After almost forty years of walking with God I would have thought that I would believe what God says about me. Nope! I know it, but I haven't really believed. I still see my flaws instead of all that God is making me. It is time to get my eyes off of myself and on God.
As I drove home from church one Sunday, I listened to a pastor teaching on God's habit of changing names. Abram became Abraham, Sarai - Sarah, Jacob - Israel, Saul - Paul to name a few.
This pastor went on to say that many people go by names from their past even though God has given them new names. No longer are we lazy, worthless, stupid, slow, ugly, fat, scrawny. You probably have a few of your own.
God doesn't call us those things. He calls us Beloved, Beautiful, Righteous, Blameless. He knows you by name and has always loved you.
Psalm 139 says you are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 45 says you are beautiful.
Psalm 34 says you are radiant when you look to Him.
1 John 3 says you are His beloved child.
2 Corinthians 3 says you are becoming like him.
Zephaniah 3:17 has been one of my favorite verses for a long time. Take a few minutes to meditate on how much He loves you and cares for you.
"The Lord your God is with you,
(Always.)
He is mighty to save.
(Whether it is out of a difficult situation or in the midst of it, or out of your own despair.
He is BIGGER than whatever you are going through.)
He will take great delight in you,
(I know, you feel like you have made a huge mess of things - but God still delights in who you are
and who you can be, who He created you to be.)
=> This is my favorite part right now:
He will quiet you with His love,
(Do you, like me, get anxious?
Are you feeling unsettled or abandoned?
God wants to calm your anxious thoughts and give you peace.)
He will rejoice over you with singing.
(Can you believe it?
He rejoices over you!
Even though you yell at your kids sometimes
and don't always have time for your husband
and you haven't really taken time to pray this week, much less actually open your Bible.)
He loves you because you are you and
HE MADE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE.
When I forget who I am in Him:
-My failures overwhelm me and make me feel useless.
-Anxieties multiply because I don't feel "good enough".
-My past haunts me.
-Fear keeps me from stepping out and trying new things.
-I give up!
These are the times it is especially important to read my Bible. The times when we feel least like spending time with God are usually when we need it the most. I am especially grateful at these times that I have marked verses in my Bible that are meaningful to me. That makes it easy for me to find where God has spoken to me before.
If you don't know where to start try Psalms.
Redeemed by Big Daddy Weave really spoke to me recently.
"I am redeemed, You set me free
So I'll shake off these heavy chains
Wipe away every stain, now I'm not who I used to be
I am redeemed, I'm redeemed."
So I'll shake off these heavy chains
Wipe away every stain, now I'm not who I used to be
I am redeemed, I'm redeemed."
